Letter #1 to Baby Darling

Dearest Baby Darling,

when daddy and mummy found out on 10 August that we might not be able to have you to even be conceived in mummy's womb, we were very devastated! We have been hoping that you can come to be with us soon. For the past seven months when we were trying to have you, though at times it could be stressful for us, we still tried our best.

Baby Darling, we don't know why daddy's troops of soldiers had died off and they are one important factor to have you conceived in mummy's womb. It seems that they are badly hurt according to the doctor.

Doctor told daddy and mummy that in order to have you, it is impossible to conceive you naturally. We have to go through IVF. Since daddy has no soldiers to fight the battle based on the tests that they had checked on him, doctor suggested the chances of finding surviving soldiers can be quite slim too. Even if we go through IVF to have you, mummy could be using another soldier from another person. 

Baby Darling, daddy and mummy really love you a lot and really want you to come to our world. Mummy doesn't really wish to conceive you with other soldiers. Mummy wants to conceive you with daddy's soldiers. Mummy doesn't mind going through IVF to have you as long as mummy knows mummy can conceive you with daddy's soldiers. 

Baby Darling, we don't know where you are now but we believe you are with God. Will you come to us soon? 

Dearest God, 

We know you have plans for us but God, we just want to be normal, just like any other people, to move into parenthood after marriage. Children are gifts from you. We hope we can receive such gifts from you too. If we had sinned in the past to deserve this now, God we ask for your forgiveness. In your precious name, Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.

Dearest Mother of God,

pray for us that we will be blessed by God and have our own children very soon.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with you

Blessed are you among women, blessed is the fruit of womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us, sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen.